Thursday, February 4, 2010

Full Circle

I am realizing as we close in on a month single that I have come full circle over the last eight years. I am going to be going back to college hopefully moving back to Portland to do so. I am single again, I am back to owning nothing as far a furniture is concerned. There are a few other similarities that I won't get into here now.

Although where I started from and where I have ended up are a bit different I am not the same person I was 8 years ago. Today I have many different labels then I did then. Almost like I have grown into my own skin and I am more comfortable today being me then I was eight years ago, hell even eight months ago. I know that I am beautiful and worthy of love. For the first time in my life I can actually say that I love myself.

So maybe it is not so much a circle but a spiral where the lines don't meet, because I am not in the same place I was eight years ago, not at all.